It's hard to believe that I'm turning 40 today, looks like an odd number for an age even if it's even(pun intended) my perception of this day was a bit different from what it is now. I thought at this age I would be more stable and have more confidence in my understanding of how the world works. I expected a more established family with kids but I'm not even living with my wife yet. I thought that money would be no matter at this time, but it's still a major issue.
On the other hand, I thought I would be a CEO which I am. I'm healthy. I have a beautiful lovely wife. I'm working with my brothers in our company which was a childhood dream. Actually, I have whatever I wanted but the only thing is that it's not at the level that I hoped. We have our company the only thing is it's not as big as I hoped. I have my beautiful wife but not being together as much as I expected and I want. With these, I can say that I'm on the right path but have not arrived yet.
It's seems like with age the passing of the years accelerate like the expansion of the universe.
And overall it's not as dramatic as I thought like turning 20 or 30 or maybe even 50. But I welcome myself to my 5th decade of my life.